Finally

So finally ...finally I decide to blog ....... Well it has been two years now that have intentionally refrained myself from 'not' blogging ....Well I have a passion for creative writing , since long .. I write poetry, read a lot and thus expressing my thoughts , my views by writing comes instinctively .. yet .. yet I have barred myself from blogging . Reasons r many but I'd stick to The Firm's ( Well , thats my employer ....www.mckinsey.com :) ) way of breaking down a problem into parts and analyzing it ( I'll get back with more on The firm and my interview later ) ...
1. I knew it was addictive ... and for some reason ' addiction' brings a negative connotation ....I mean u r tobacco addict .. alcohol addict .. and then the people who r addicted to blogging... !!!

2. For some reason I felt tht having people read my thoughts ... my views ... my unarticulated opinionated stuff would make me feel so naked when I confront them.. coz they would have read about my thought process ... and would anticipate my moves ....... too philosophical .. lets leave it thr ...

3. For some reason I have been surrounded by this close circle of friends ..... tht i never felt the need to express my thoughts by blogging .. I like talking too ... and have been vocal most of the times .....

So in typical Mckinsey fashion I lay down my reasons. [:D] ... am sure gearing up for the stint this summer.

Now as to the reasons why I have decided to blog after controlling for 2 years ... we'll no prizes for guessing but eventually people do succumb to desires ... and resorting to blogging eventually proves the fact that I still cant get over it ... ( seems like am talking about my lovelife ..... hhhahhh )

So, at 4 am in the morning .... thanks to IIT Delhi 24 x 7 internet facility ( I seriosuly pity the IITB guyz ... God give them the strength and the heart to survive without this basic need ... I wouldn't mind changing Maslow's Hierarchy of needs just a little bit .... ) as I listen to ' Ham Kis Gali Jaa Rahe Hai .... ' by Atif Aslam .... having watched apprentice ( episode 7, 8 and 9 ) during the past three hours I feel there couldn't have been a more apt day / night for me to start blogging .........

The perfect beginning when there r like a thousand thoughts blowing up in my mind .... when I donot have a friend close by to share .... I feel the dire need ... the necessity to blog .. I just love it ....

I dunno but writing to my heart's content at 4 am in the night ......... as CD ( initials used intentionally ) would put it gives you orgasmic pleasure ..........

I change the song ....... Celiene Dion .... I Drove all night ......

Love this song for some strange reason ......and on that note I abrubtly end this blog ....... dunno why but maybbe am too tired ...... exhausted [:P]